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| So. I know that all I have been doing is posting random blogs at the most odd times over the past year or so, but this is gunna be the start of a new, more constant blog! I'ma keep this whole thing updated yo!
Today was MCAS. It was the math portion so i was a little hectic when i was going in there, but it didn't turn out so bad after all. well, the first couple problems were easy but then it got into absolute value and the property of "real number" and the difference between scatter plots and box-and-whisker plots. and i meen... how the hell was i supposed to know which graph better portrayed the ratio of absent students to non-absent ones or whatever. that part kinda sucked. you know whatelse sucked? I'd finished all the multiple choice and short answer right, and i moved on to begin my Open Response problems. and the first problem was EXCRUTIATINGLY difficult! i meen i have never had to use the graph at the bottom right hand corner in the history of test taking, but this time i did! and then i confused the x-axis for the y-axis, and this was only step B! and then i had to explain the significance of the x-intercept and what not. Jesus Christ i was getting so angry because it just would not stop! and so finally, it did stop....  OR DID IT!  NO! it did NOT! because when i went to go TURN THE PAGE! the numbers didn't match up because 23. is not 25. and so im like Ooh shit dont tell me i actually did it on the wrong page!!! and yet i did... i did number 20 on 23! and so i had to go back and copy the entire graph and page over and then erase the entire page to redo the problem. and my GOSH it was annoying! after that it was smooth sailing UNTIL i got to the word "Expression" and that i had to write it for X. so i ended up writing "w = x + 10" and what not and it turned out right! i hope.
Believe it or not, i finished with time to spare! and i wish i could get up and go eat that PB&J i packed but i couldn't... i couldn't even read the book i brought because i left it in my bag! what a nut i am!
Yeah so i got home. and then... i dont remember what i did? Ooh yeah. i delivered the newspapers with my cousin and we walked the route and then we jumped on the trampoline and got ATTACKED by those gosh darn fuzzy catapillars. ewewwew they give me chills! and now im here, with Pokemon playing in the backround. how fun!
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Before all of this, I couldnt wait to say goodbye. I couldnt wait to look through the rear view mirror at the place i'd never be comming back to, and cry for those who would die there. The grass, from first life to frost, seemed to pull at my dreams, waiting for me to fall. But now all I can think of are your eyes, emerald to the point of washing away my pain. The sirens that kept me awake at night, the neverending bloodshed staining both the streets and every childs innocence, all blurs together and makes sense for the first time. The stigma that signatured every inch of my body now breaks away, I see its luminescent shards glisten in the warm winter sun. The smile people see is no longer painted on in front of a laughing mirror every morning, its true, its real, its because of you. Before this, I thought love was all about rejection and someone getting hurt in the end. I thought it died off just like the anticipation for christmas day slowly does. Before this, before my lips first touched yours, before you rubbed my back to tell me you would always be there for me, I didnt know what love was. You steal the words my heart yearns to scream, you understand better than anyone where I am, who I am, what I am. And now I feel the passion, the bliss, the serenity, tranquility, and sensuality in one simple embrace. The way you say my name, the way you gently kiss my forehead, the sweet sweet smell of your chest, all serenade me calm, back to a place i've longed to return to ever since I realized I was no longer a child. You take me there, and it kills me that in all the words I write, all the adjectives, adverbs, and nouns I use, will never show you the truth of my passion, lust, and love for you. I just wanna let you know, you're [[perfect]]. | | |
| eyo,
haven't really updated this thingie in a while mainly because i havent had "internet access" for a lil over 2 months. but now i do and im back homies! so yeah... whats new. lemme type in my report card eh??
Course and Teacher Level First Term Comments
Cellular Biology CP B- -A PLEASURE TO HAVE J. Beauchemin IN CLASS.
-ASSIGNMENTS WELL
PREPARED.
Child. Development N A+ ~*OUTSTANDING
P. McCarthy PERFORMANCE*~
Geometry Adv. C+ -COOPERATIVE
J. Tsika ATTITUDE
- TRIES HARD
Sophomore English Adv. A- -SHOWS CREATIVITY
M. Lincoln
US HISTORY II Adv. B+ ~* OUTSTANDING
M Owens PERFORMANCE*~
soo thats my report card for term 1. im sooo happy i made honor roll onc again!! its my fifth time in a row since high school!! tho i should have made HIGH HONORS because my final grade average in Geometry was liek a 79.2 and he could have jsut bumped it up so i'd have a better G.P.A. but nooo and then he has the nerve to say "I hope you do better next term Joshua". ROAR!!! but atleast, other then that, i got all good grades and good comments as well. my FAVORITE class (English) I got shows creativity and wen i first looked at it i didnt knoe what to think because it made no sense and i never got it before in my life. but then wen i got to his class he said the best thing that could be given in the comments section, in his eyes newaiis, is "SHOWS CREATIVITY" and i was sooo happy although i still dont understand why i got it. newaiis in Child Development with the ghetto black women who were convinced for a short tiem that i was a father!!! ooomg i have a story. ohk... here goes... so the regular teachers family member died and she was out for a week and therefore this woman came in and was really talkative and what not. we were discussing treatment of children and then she pointed what looked liek to me but it was really to this boy behind me and says "you have a child, what would you do" and Celia was like "Josh, you have a baby" and i was soooo..... o_O..... yeah but that class is soo freekin easy i swear we only work for a half hour everii daii and the rest of the period is free. the term project was easy as hell too. US History II... hmm... i cant saii i really liek history that much but the course is quite simple. the homework is alwaiis the same and the tests and jepordy and meh... it was waii to scheduled for me and atop that its history!!! i cant stand it because its happened and there NO other answer to what has already happened like an algebra question... x=5 and NOTHING ELSE!!! so yeah i guess i like what i got in that class as well. and lastly cellular biology... i should have gotten an A- but i was absent from school one daii and decided not to write the paragraphs and thats why my grade dropped so much... i really hate myself for doing it now but i guess i deserve it for not doing my work -___- haha wow im such a nerd. so yeah i guess thats all for todaii and i am getting really tired and have to go read chapters 5,6,7 and 8 in "The Return of The Native"' woo fun fun! haha.
PEACE YO!! hahaha | | |
| FIRSTS
First break-up: sumtime in teh 6th grade...
First screenname: M2FNY.
First self purchased album: Now 6 (i think).
First funeral: great-gradmothers.
First piercing/tattoo: haven't gotten any.
First true love: haven't found noone taht special yet.
LASTS
Last car ride: yesterdaii.
Last kiss: that is like ANCIENT .
Last good cry: a long tiem ago.
Last library book: even longer ago.
Last movie seen (in theater): Mr.&Mrs. Smith.
Last beverage drank: Spring Water.
Last food consumed: Bagel w/ Cream Cheese.
Last phone call: My cousin.
Last Time Showered: Last Night.
Last shoes worn: Converses.
Last item bought: GAP Jeans.
Last annoyance: My Actions.
Last time wanting to die: Right now.
Last time scolded: scolded? yelled at? yesterdaii.
RELATIONSHIPS
Who are your best friends?: no comment.
Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: nope.
Do you do drugs?: no waii!
What kind of shampoo do you use?: Herbal Essence, mommy buys it -^_^-
What are you most scared of?:Nothing comes to mind.
What are you listening to right now?: Butterflies by Alicia Keys.
Where do you want to get married?: Wherever they want to get married.
What would you change about yourself?: Paranoia.
FAVORITES
Color: black.green.white.
Food: pasta&salad.
Boy name: Camron.
Girl name: Madison or Kayleigh.
Subjects in school: english'n'art.
Animals: panda bear.
Sports: volleyball.cross country.
Perfume/Cologne: Curve.Ralph Lauren Polo.
HAVE YOU EVER
Given anyone a bath?: My lil cuzin.
Bungee jumped?: Nope.
Skinny dipped?: Pah!
Ever been in love?: No.
Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: Nope.
Pictured your crush naked?: Regretfully, yes.
Actually seen your crush naked?: Thankfully, no.
Lied?: yes, everyone does!
Fallen for a close friend?: Not exactly.
Been rejected?: Uh-huh.
Rejected someone?: Yes.
Used someone?: Maybe.
Done something you regret?: No.
CURRENT
Clothes: Socks, white pants, n a beater.
Music: Gravitation Soundtracks.
Annoyance: Damn TV!!
Smell: My home?!
Favorite band/artist: Evanescence
Desktop picture: hard to explaine... A man with a cross on his back basically saying "Fuck You".(i made it myself).
DVD in player: idk...
LAST PERSON
You touched: Myself *poke* *poke*.
Hugged: Cant Remember.
You imed: Kayla.
Imed you: Steven.
Called you: Suzie.
You called: Cory.
Bought you flowers: i dun think i ever got flowers.
WHO DO YOU WANNA
Kill: me.
Slap: Maemy =)
Kiss: (C.a.T.)
WHICH IS BETTER
Coke or pepsi: Coke.
Flowers or candy: Flowers.
Tall or short: my height or a lil taller/shorter.
RANDOM
In the morning I am: Cranky.
All I need is: (C.a.T.).
You dream of: (C.a.T.).
Last person you danced with: (C.a.T.) [in my dream].
Worst question to ask: Anything personal, especially when im pissed.
Who makes you laugh the most: My crazyass cuzins.
Who has a crush on you: if i onli knew..
DO YOU EVER
Wish you were a member of the opposite sex: uhm... if i wuld b incredibly hott sure
Wish you were younger: Never.
NUMBER
Of times I have had my heart broken: no comment.
Of hearts I have broken: i hope not too many. not any at all.
Of girls I've kissed: no comment.
Of continents I have lived in: one, right? | | |
| Meh... its been a while since I updated this lil thingie hasnt it? Ooh well. Lets see, what should I write... Todaii is July 22 or the 23 and I got a MySpace so thats why I havent really been on that much. BUT I am realizing that that shit sucks and is boring. Really, I dont think theres any point to it other than gettin as many friends as you can, most of the celebritie-imposters. Lately things have been going pretty well, although this summer has passed so freeking slow and I've done the same shit over and over. Lets start at the fair because well, I cant really remember before that. It was the first or second daii of the fair and it was a wristband daii. Everyone went and it was really fun seeing people I havent seen since school got out. The people I went with though, werent actually the best people to go with and really just began to piss me the fuck off GRR >:0. I went on all of the rides except the Ring of Fire and some little kid rides. .:'o':. haha IDK what that is but I just thought I'd share that with you all (whoever actually reads this shit). Anyway back to the fair, I was walking back to the little kid part when two cars crashed and it was like wikked loud. And when i looked over I saw Tim who worked there. I need a job or something because i am bored out of my mind. Ooh yeah, I bought a book. Eragon by Christopher Paolini. Its a really awesome book and has Dragons and Witches and Elves and Worriors and all that fun shiet. Its like harry Potter but soo much better. I'm almost done with it and I cant wait til Eldest (the sequel) is released in August. Aww maann now I wanna read it and THIS updating stuff is getting boring... I guess I will finish it all later but in the meantime I guess you could visit my MySpace http://www.myspace.com/josh_yew_uhh | | |
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